I want to do more than just exist.

Solar Eclipse Trip

our group of friends decided to trip for jhonny’s birthday and the solar eclipse. Originally I was thinking about not tripping because I had taken drugs at sungod but once we got to virgo place me and chris took a quarter of a tab of acid and split a very small mushroom cap. The beginning of the trip was nerve racking, as always. I was deciding what kind of trip I should make it. I meditated with the earth and felt that this was a sacred place. I felt that we were on a corporate playground. I thought a lot about free love and vibes.

Biking on the beach, too blessed to be stressed.

today woke up at ashleys . don’t get mad so easily or jump to conclusions. she made me eggs but I didn’t eat them. skipped spanish but then went and volunteered at food co op, tried samosas, really chill folk. I am excited to perhaps become a core member , i would love to cook more and sell student made food. Then I went to work and me and pete went bike riding from bird rock to all the way at the end of pb, saw a lot of interesting people and houses. Wonderful view if your house was overlooking the beach. :))) so much fun. studied for my ehtnic studies midterm, i love what I’m studying and i feel that he really think he needs to test us because he knows we know the articles. vamos a ver manana. excited for an possible open mic night tomorrow or tuck in wens. currently me and chris are laying down high in bed listening to energy npr news:) left my studying for a couple rips in bed. been a long day. tonight I am grateful for such a wonderful family. Tomorrow my goals are to focus my energy on completing my current task. I know that I need to pay Stephanie by the end of the week $416. I also want to think about the food-coop for volunteering. Go in wens morning for an opening shift. Attend all my classes tomorrow. Inbetween, think about history midterm and research paper. Finish if you want to go to open mic night tomorrow. Talk to helen. goodnight world. 

I want to teach yoga and english in Peru and Bolivia :) 

Sell my car, buy a plane ticket…

make music. grow plants. read. listen to others.

Bombona y Botellon y Bien Viaje

Can’t believe I’m about to leave Spain. I just had an amazing last dinner with my family, we had kabob, smoked ciggs, talked about how I am their adopted daughter and that I will always have “padres” in Espana. I couldn’t be more thankful for my experience here, I have met so many people from all over the world, had so many amazing near death, but life experiences all over europe and Africa. Learned a new language, still learning, learned to chill out. NO tengo palabras. I feel so comfortable right now sitting in my pikachu bed lsiteing to the hermanos music playing, the padres smoking and watching TV. I WILL NEVER FORGET this moment….and they are about to take me to the airport. I hope that one day my family can do this for someone. I hope that I never forget how amazing my experience was here, so thankful to have studied abroad. Spain is a country with so much pride, por supuesto, the siestas, everyone is always out on the street, happy, even though life in this world can be rough, spaniards always seem to be having a good time. My padre said that this is the best city in the world. I cried when I had to say bye to my Madre, Maria Carmen, I will miss her the most. my scropio<33

Mercadona, Mercado-o-na.

Solo fuimos a Mercandona por última vez. Fui a un concierto de Navidad Orcestra así. Fue increíble escuchar a los niños paly la batería, la flauta, y la trambone. Tengo muchas ganas de empezar a encorporating Música, Idiomas, Danza y en mi vida otra vez. Esas son mis metas para el 2012
Mi resolución de Año Nuevo.
Yo me voy a perder Gazpacho, tortilla de patatas, Turrón, Chocolate con Churros, paella, pasteles, el Café con Leche, chocolate de cacao caliente, y el uso de Aceite en lugar de mantequilla:)
Hasta Manana
Mi ultimio dia!
Hoy he ido al castillo con Evan y Alex después de clase. Le dije adiós a mis maestros, incluyendo Raqueal, lo que es una mujer increíble, un gran maestro y artista de una y me dio un collar de estaño beauitul.
Siesta = necesario porque después de comer y estás cansado después de dormir es más despierto!

“I am a possibilist. I believe that humanity is master of its own fate… Before we can change direction, we have to question many of the assumptions underlying our current philosophy. Assumptions like bigger is better; you can’t stop progress; no speed is too fast; globalization is good. Then we have to replace them with some different assumptions: small is beautiful; roots and traditions are worth preserving; variety is the spice of life; the only work worth doing is meaningful work; biodiversity is the necessary pre-condition for human survival.” -Robert Bateman

“We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop.” -Mother Teresa Of Calcutta